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John Paul II

In Loving
Memory to Our
Angels
June 28, 2008

I woke up so happy today, very happy and at the same time, I was crying for the physical
absence of my beloved son Hernancito. Anyway, I woke up very happy because I had a
beautiful dream with him. It had been a long time that I hadn't had a dream like this one,
where I can feel his care and love, like when he was living with me. For some time, I
had been feeling sad and abandoned, but like always, my sweet and beloved Lord,
gave me this dream that I feel so real and that filled me up with happiness.

Below, I am sharing my dream.
I was in a big house, my son Hernancito came to the house and I was hiding because I
didn’t want him to see me. It looks like I was a little resented, I don’t know the reason. I
imagine this was because I hadn’t had a dream with him for a long time and I was
feeling that he had forgotten me. I saw him when he walked a dark corridor towards a
room. I was in what I think it was the living room. There was a light on, on the wall. I
tried to turn it off and it didn’t turn off immediately, it went turning off little by little.
Then, I went outside and I closed the door after me. It was raining very hard and I didn’t
want to get wet. I walked a little toward a small patio. I looked down and I saw some
people, some houses, vegetation, and small hills of ground like I see in my dear
Acapulco, but curiously, it was not raining in that part. After a short period of time, I
came back to the house trying to remember which one was the door for where I got
out. I came back to the house, but to another room that was full of light. I think that this
room had many windows because the room was filled with the light of a bright and
sunshiny day. Near the entrance, there was a bed and at the side of the bed, there was
a big box with multicolor pieces or flowers. My beloved Hernancito came close to the
box and started putting these multicolor pieces in plastic bags. I was sitting on the bed
and he looked at me with love while he was working on that. I was serious, looking at
him. Then, he left for a moment and came back with a colorful vegetable plate for me.
He was smiling, looking at me and telling me with his eyes how much he loves me. He
sat next to me. Suddenly I gave him a big hug with all my strength and crying I told him:
“My child, my child, I love you with all my heart, my child, forgive
me, please forgive me
my child!” When I was hugging him, he told me something that I couldn’t understand.
Nevertheless, I felt that his words kept a promise of love from a son to his mother.
Hugging him, crying and feeling his love, I woke up. It was 8:53 in the morning. The
previous night I went to bed late. I woke up at 7:00 in the morning and I was ready to
get up, but I decided to go back to bed and I thank God so much because it was then
when I had my beautiful dream where I got to hug my beloved son and where I got to
tell him what my heart feels. Thank you my Sweet Lord, thank you my beloved son.

June 12, 2008

In the morning while I was sleeping, I heard the voice of my beloved Hernancito
singing one of his songs. I heard his voice so beautiful and clear like he was next to
me. Nevertheless his voice was sad. Maybe it is because the song is sad. The name of
this song is “I need you now.”

Even though I couldn’t see him, listening his beautiful voice fill me up with happiness
and made me feel his so especial love. Thank you Lord, thank you son of my heart.

March 9, 2007

Yesterday in the afternoon while my mom was taking a nap, she had a short dream that
brought me happiness. She told me that I entered a room where I started pampering a
baby and behind me, there was my beloved Hernancito looking at me and protecting
me.

This beautiful dream is the answer to my crying of the previous night in which I told my
beloved son that he is so far away from me. My Lord allowed my son to send me the
message that he is with me always. Thank you Lord, thank you my beloved son, I love
you so very much.

January 18, 2008

Exactly 10 days for my birthday and my beloved son came to visit me in my dreams. He
doesn't fail, he always come before my birthday to give me happiness, thank God.

I saw him, we were hugging and looking at the sky full of stars. He was smiling at me
and I was looking at him full of love. Mijito told me while he was looking at the stars,
"Look for me in that star," or "Find me in that star." When he said it, I looked at him and
he smiled, winking his eye, like telling me that it was a secret between the two of us. In
that instant, I woke up.

Thank you my beloved son, thank you my Lord.

October 14, 2007

Once again, I am very happy because my precious son came in my dreams this morning.
It was a short dream, but it filled me up with love and happiness.

I just remember that my beloved son woke me up covering my face with his kisses. I
saw his beloved face in front of mine, while he was kissing me and then I woke up!

Mijito is spoiling me and I give God so many thanks for allowing him to come and visit
me while I sleep. Blessed be God, my Virgin Mary and my precious son!

October 9, 2007

I am so happy today, thanks to God! This morning, about 4:04, I woke up from a beautiful
dream that I had with my beloved Hernancito. I am so amazed how my Awesome God
shows me HIS immense love. HE knows what it will help me to keep going and HE
grants it to me wrapped in a great blessing.

I have been going through very difficult times in my life and I have been feeling very
tired and depressed. I have prayed and I have asked God to help me because I feel
that I can’t go on with my load. My beloved God has answered me in different ways. On
Sunday I felt that the priest talked to me directly. I am sure that many people felt the
same. His homily helped me and today again, during mass, he repeated that we need to
trust God, that HE will help us to carry our burden, our problems, our worries, etc, but
that we need to trust HIM. I think my Beloved God wants to be repeating it to me so I
will be able to assimilate it and leave everything to HIM.

Yesterday in the afternoon I went to visit my son to the cemetery and when I kissed him
good bye on his sepulcher’s picture, I put my face on his face and cried a little. When I
separated my face, my tears were exactly on his eyes almost like he was crying with me.
To me, this is incredible because his picture is small and how is it possible that my
tears were exactly on his eyes?

Okay, now I want to tell you about my blessed dream.
I saw my son Hernancito who had in his arms a little child. I also saw his son Nathaniel
who was with Joshua, my daughter Vanessa’s oldest son. Next I think I told my daughter
“when your son grows up, you will hug him like I do with my son Hernan” and then I
went to hug Hernancito. I knew that he was leaving and I started kissing him on his left
cheek. At the same time I was telling him to please come back soon because I was
suffering too much for his absence and that I need him very much. Then I started crying
while I was kissing him and telling him all the things that my heart wanted to tell him.
Suddenly, he started kissing my left cheek and he started crying too when he saw my
suffering. I know he was crying for me because he did let me know while he was crying.
I don't remember the words he used, but did let me know in a way that I understood.
When I woke up, I was full of emotion for sensing his kisses on my cheek. Even being
awaken I could feel his kisses full of pure love from a son to his mother.

It was a wonderful sensation. I felt his love and could confirm that he suffers with me
for all the tribulations that I am going through. It hurts me seeing him crying for me, but
at the same time I feel that I am not alone and that gives me strength. God, in His
infinite mercy sends my son to help me to keep going and I confirm once more that
even though I don’t have my son physically, God allows him to be with me in spirit.
Thank you Lord!

My beautiful child, please forgive me for the suffering that I am still causing you and
thank you for the love and care you have for your earthly mom. Knowing that you are
still here for me, helps me so much.

After I had my beautiful dream, I had four more and I think that I saw my precious son in
all of them. I don't remember almost anything of my dreams, but in one of them, I saw
Hernancito  with the husband of my precious daughter Vanessa. My son in-law was
talking to my son and Hernancito didn't want to accept what he was saying. For a good
time they were talking until my son acceded.

The last one of my dreams was a message that I received:
"There is no sacrifice in vain."

September 22, 2007

It was 1:13 in the morning, when I woke up after having a dream with my beloved
Hernan and here it is:

I remember I was in a second floor of a big house. The first floor was a patio that had a
fence of aluminum. You could see the other side of this fence which was like a garden
full of plants and trees. When I was upstairs, I heard my son's voice. I didn't believe it,
so I called his name and he answered. I came running down the stairs to see him and
there he was walking towards the fence and looking at me. I ran as fast as I could and
gave him a hug. I put my head on his shoulder and I cried. Then, he turned to look far
away through the fence and told me: "Be Good." Next, he turned to look at me and said
something like: "Do you want me to tell you something? I am very happy." His face was
radiant and happy when he said it. And then he put in my heart the thought that he is
pleased with me, even though he didn't say it.

When I was waking up, I felt how I was calling my son's name. I am so happy when I get
to see my beloved Hernan and I thank God so much for that. My Lord is so Awesome.
HE knows I needed a dream with my son and HE granted it to me. Thank you my Loving
Lord, I love you with all my heart.

This dream was so real. I am going through really difficult times in my life and my son
came to give me strength and advice. I understand what he wants from me and with
God's help, I will do my best to do it. Thank you Lord, thank you my beloved son.

August 20, 2007

Today I woke up very, very happy because last night, in my dreams, I was with my
beloved son Hernancito.

I was standing next to a bed when I saw him passing by the other side of the bed. When
I saw him, I gave him a big hug with all my love. Without letting him go, I kissed him in
his right cheek and told him, "don't forget me." Many times I kissed him and each time I
kissed him, I repeated to him, "don't forget me." I remember that I was so close to him
that I saw his right eye very cleared like when I had him physically with me.

It was so wonderful to be able to kiss him many times, to hug him, to repeat to him to
not forget me and to have his look so alive and so close, thank you Lord!

I forgot to mention that my granddaughter Victoria (Hernancito's daughter) was awake
while I was sleeping. She told me that I was smiling when I was sleeping. We know why,
I was with my beloved son and I was so happy, thank God!

July 28, 2007

This morning I woke up very happy because last night I had a dream with my beloved
Hernan. I was with him for a long time in a place that seemed to be his house. First I
saw him sleeping, later I saw him very busy like fixing his clothes. He moved from one
place to another doing different things. I was sitting on his bed, looking at him and
talking to him. He looked at me and smiled, like paying close attention to what I was
saying. Later, I was sitting on a chair in front of a mirror and my son was behind me,
standing and observing me through the mirror. I think he had his hands on my
shoulders. In those moments he told me more or less: "You are noble, repeat it" and
he left. Then, I woke up.

It's so wonderful to be able to be with my beloved son because my days pass by and I
get very desperate when I can't see him. These dreams fill me up with his so beloved
presence and I give infinite thanks to God because HE is the one who gives me these
beautiful gifts of love.

June 1, 2007

Last night I saw my son Hernan in my dreams. It had been a long time since the last time
I saw him and I thank God that last night I had the joy to see him again.

I don't remember everything, I just remember that I was with him very happy telling him
loving words like I do when I talk to a child and I pampered him and gave him my love.

May 17, 2007

Last night, in my dreams, I saw a long list of mothers' names which had a title with the
following words: “Precious Mothers.” I am happy to share with you that my name was in
that list. Thank you Lord!

April 16, 2007

Today, I woke up happy because I saw my Hernancito in my dreams. I couldn’t hug him
or talk to him, but I was able to have silence communication with him. I saw him like he
was alive, with me, like before. He looked at me like asking me for something. I
answered to him with signs and asked him to make me a list of what he needed so I
could give it to him.  

Maybe that dream is my wish to give him what I couldn’t give him because I thought
that I had the whole life to do it. But whatever it is, I saw him and just the feeling to
have seen him, and to feel him alive, like before, made me happy. Even though, my
feelings are confused because when I woke up and I realized that he is not with me
physically anymore, a great pain pierced my heart.

Nevertheless, I thank you My Lord for allowing me to see my beloved Hernancito in my
dreams and to be able to enjoy his presence even though it was for a short period of
time.

March 31, 2007

Today, I got up very happy because I was having divine dreams the whole night. I don’t
remember all of them, but I do remember two. Although besides my two dreams, I barely
remember like being in the middle of many angels. I hope it really happened.

In my first dream I saw the eye of God, the way a photo in the internet is being
published, which it’s said, it was taken by NASA. But what it really shocked me; it’s that
this eye was transforming little by little in the Holy Eucharist. To me, this dream is a
confirmation of something that we Catholics know. When we receive the Holy
Eucharist, we truly receive the body of Christ………..Amen.

The second dream was a message that I got in English which is not usual because my
first language is Spanish. I want to believe it was my son's voice because I didn’t see
anybody; I just heard the following words: “HE (God) needs you everyday.”

The second dream was my Lord's answer to my sadness and depression of previous
days. Thank you so much Loving Lord!

February 25, 2007

Today, I had two dreams. The second one was too horrible to share and I really believe
that I got that awful dream to not let me enjoy the first dream. The second dream didn't
come from God, so I reject it. I think anyway, that my first dream gave me a message
and I believe the message is to not worry because God is with Us, protecting us.

My first dream goes more or less like this:
I was in a room. There was a long wood table and chairs. I think I was sitting down with
two other people which I believe were children. I remember that I was very worried for
my son Emmanuel. Although I trust The Lord and I try not to worry, since I lost my son
Hernan, I am like traumatized and I worry very often.

When I was worried about my son Emmanuel, suddenly, the room filled with the Divine
Presence of God. I didn't see HIM physically, but I knew it was God who came to the
room. The room was full of HIS Divine Love and HIS love embraced me. The great
sensation that I started feeling, I had never felt in my whole life. My heart and whole
body felt the greatest happiness than no one can imagine. In just an instant, all my
worries disappeared and my heart and soul were full of the most amazing happiness. I
greatly believe that God gave me a taste of Heaven.......Thank you my Heavenly Father!

January 24, 2007

Last week, I didn't write the dates, but it was more or less, the days of the week
between January 14 to 21, that I had two dreams.

1. The first one, I saw my beloved son, but he looked sad and with tears in his eyes.
This dream made me feel very anguished.

2. The second one, about one or two days later, I saw the image of the Blessed Virgin of
Guadalupe the same way we see her in the pictures. But I also heard Her voice telling
me:  "Why are you anguished, am I not here?"

December 18, 2006

Last night, I had a beautiful dream.
I saw JESUS. HE was lying down, resting on something like a white fabric or a hammock.
I was there, next to Him. I think I was kneeling down. I was very impressed seeing him
with respect, trying not to bother Him. I saw His brown hair, His face. Suddenly, I didn't
see Him lying down anymore, I saw Him standing, in front of me, very close. I saw His
eyes, His cheeks, His mouth, His nose, His hair. Then, with respect, I inclined my face to
not offend Him and I think HE hugged me and my head remained in HIS chest.

Thank you mi Beloved Jesus, thank you for giving me the immense happiness to have
YOU in my dreams.

September 14, 2006

Today is a day full of happiness for me because my beloved son came to visit me in my
dreams this morning.

I remember that I was sitting down in front of somebody, holding his hands and
thanking him for being with me. A little behind me, my beloved son Hernancito was
standing and observing me. Then, I turned to see him to hold his hands and told him
how much I thank him that he was there too. He just told me: "I love you very much
mom."

At that moment, I woke up and my heart was full of happiness and thankfulness to God
for allowing my beloved son to come and tell me that he loves me very much.

I want to mention that in most of my dreams, my beloved son is most of the time in the
back of me, like protecting me. That thought makes me very happy because I feel that
My Lord is allowing my son to be always with me, protecting me.

Thank you My God, Thank you Very Much. Blessed and Glorified are YOU for ever and
ever, My Lord, amen!

May 10, 2006

Today is Mexican Mothers’ Day and although I don’t live in Mexico anymore, I consider
this day, my day too. Last night, I had many nice, colorful dreams and although I don’t
remember them, there is one that remained in my memory and gave me so much
happiness.  

I saw my beloved Hernan, sitting on a chair, looking at me with a loving smile in his face.

It was a short dream, but I feel that my Adored God allowed my beautiful child to come
and visit me as a loving gift for Mother’s Day.

Thank you My Loving Lord!

April 22, 2006

Last night in my dreams, I saw a room with a few people wearing clothes like I have
seen in the movies of Jesus' time. Sitting at a table, there was a woman whom I only
could see her back. I feel she was The Virgin Mary because she was wearing a long,
blue veil. I don't know why, but this scene made me think of the day of Pentecosts.

April 21, 2006

Last night I saw in my dreams the beautiful face of Jesus, but his eyes were full of
tears. Seeing him that way, made me feel a little anguish. I ask to my Sweet Jesus to
protect us and bless us.

March 30, 2006

This morning I am very happy because I had a dream with my beloved Hernan. I woke
up at 4:11 a.m., and I went back to sleep. During this period of time I had my beautiful
dream.

I was in a big open place like a garden with a roof when a lady saw me that I was crying
for the absence of my son. This lady told me more or less to not cry anymore and when I
heard her, I cried even more. Suddenly I turned to see behind me and there was my
beloved Hernancito. Very close to me, like protecting my back. He looked so
handsome! As soon as I saw him, I felt full of happiness and I started kissing his left
cheek a few times. When I was kissing him, I felt that I woke up, but even being awake, I
was feeling his cheek next to mine and I started kissing him again many times until I
woke up completely. When I woke up, I looked at the clock and it was exactly 5:11 a.m.

Blessed is my Loving God that allowed me to see and kiss again my beloved
Hernancito. Two nights ago, I went to sleep crying for not being able to see him, and
The Lord had mercy on me and granted me the blessed and beloved presence of my
son Hernan.

March 26, 2006

Last night, I had a short dream that gave me a message. In my dreams, a Divine Spirit
told me about my son Emmanuel the words that the Holy Bible says:  “The Last Shall Be
First.”

This message was very clear to me as soon as I received it. My son Emmanuel is my last
child and he has always been my greatest concern because he has always been
restless, adventurer, etc. He always looked up to Hernan, who was the guide and the
protector for his brother and sister. When my son Hernan left, Emmanuel felt lost and I
imagine he felt the last one.

My dream of last night is clearly telling me that my son Emmanuel will be the First, after
being the last one. Thank you my Loving Lord for loving my son Emmanuel and for all
you are doing for him and our family.

March 24, 2006

Last night I received in my dreams the following words: “Bread of God’s fruits, Honey of
God’s Honeys.”

I feel in my heart that I receive divine messages in my dreams and I thank God so much
for that. It’s not my intention in any way to be arrogant. I just want to share with all of
you the immense love that God has for all of us. In my case, The Lord knows how much
pain I have in my heart for the loss of my beloved son and HE shows me HIS love by
sending me messages in my dreams. These divine dreams and messages have been
holding me and giving me strength to keep going without the physical presence of my
beautiful child.  My duty now is to try to interpret them the way The Lord wants me to. I
pray that HE will guide me to the right interpretation for HIS Glory. I love you Lord!

March 22, 2006

Last night, as soon as I fell asleep, I had a beautiful, short dream. I saw My Blessed
Mother suspended in the air. She was giving me something that I believe it was a
purple crown. I don’t remember anything else because I woke up. When I was awake, I
asked my Blessed Mother “Mommy Mary, what is what you were giving me?” Then, I
went back to sleep.

Today I feel full of energy and happiness because my Blessed Mother was with me and
brought me a beautiful gift. I am only a woman full of defects and weaknesses, but SHE
loves me. Thank you Lord, thank you Mommy Mary!

March 19, 2006

Yesterday, I woke up remembering the words that I received during my sleep which
were still sounding in my mind, "You are blessed!"

March 10, 2006

Yesterday, in my dreams, I heard the words "Based on Elevation." With these two
words, I also got the message, somehow, that
one of my missions in this life, it's to pray
a lot.

Last night, when I was falling asleep, I saw the beautiful face of Jesus. I couldn't see
him clear, but I know it was HIM, my loving Lord.

I don't remember the day because I didn't write it down, but it was about a month ago,
when I had a dream with my Blessed Virgin Mary.
I was in a room with a big window. Outside, the sky was blue and beautiful. I was
standing up next to like a dining table or something that height and looking through
the window.  Suddenly, I saw My Blessed Virgin Mary in the sky. She was like in the
pictures, with her two hands in position of praying. When I saw her, I got so impressed
that I was a little scared. Then, she opened her eyes and looked at me for a long time.
She didn't say anything and I woke up.

I didn't write my dream like I always do because I got concerned that SHE tried to tell
me something for the reason that I had a very awful dream a few days before, of one of
my loved ones, dying.

January 28, 2006

This is not a dream, but it has to do with my dream of January 7th.

Today is my 54th birthday. During the last three years, I have learned to recognize that
The Lord grants me dreams with my beloved son whenever there is an important date
in my life. When I woke up today, I started crying because I didn’t have a dream with my
son Hernan. I was expecting him to come and give me a hug for my birthday, but it didn’
t happen. Then, I went to the kitchen and while I was cooking something to eat, I
started remembering the last dream that I had with my son on January 7th and a bell
rang in my mind! That dream was the birthday hug that I was expecting today. He came
that night to give me and his son a loving hug for our birthdays! Nathaniel’s 7th
birthday was on January 26 and mine today, January 28. That’s it! The Lord didn’t let me
down, HE never does, thank you Lord, thank you beloved son.

January 7, 2006

Today I woke up very happy because I had a dream with my beloved Hernan. I was
standing up in front of my grandson Nathaniel, Hernancito’s son. When suddenly from
my right side, my son Hernan was coming with his arms open to us, smiling and telling
us words of love. He hugged me and hugged Nathaniel at the same time and while he
was hugging us, my head was close to his neck and I could see his chin and mouth very
close to my face. I could even see how his mouth was moving when he was saying
something. It was a very loving and wonderful moment. Thank you Lord for granting me
the blessing to receive my son’s special love even now. Thank you my beautiful child.

January 2, 2006

This morning at about 5:00 a.m., I had a dream with my beloved son Hernan. He was
standing up close to me. He had a beautiful smile in his face that made him look radiant.
I got closed to him and put my hands on his shoulders with love and told him “I will
bring my two sons to Mexico.” I don’t know why I said that, but when I see my beloved
son in my dreams, I wake up very happy and it helps me to keep going, thanks to God.

Dec 18, 2005

Last night when I fell asleep, I heard a good spirit or an angel telling me in my dreams
that my grand kids' hearts are like mine.  This dream somehow made me happy and I
thank God for it!

Nov 26, 2005

Today I woke up remembering the words that I heard in my dreams last night: "Up, God,
Glory, Heaven." I am sure these words are a message to lift up my spirit or to give me
hope and strength. Thank you Lord, I love you with all my heart!

Nov 25, 2005

It's 5:44 in the morning of Nov 25, 2005 in California. I just woke up of a beautiful dream
that I had. I will try to remember all the details to share them with you.
I was in a big room sitting down with a "person" on the ground. He was giving me some
gifts that God sent me. Then, I heard God's voice who told me: "Go and give the world
all the good that you have to give." His voice was beautiful and strong. The spirit that I
thought it was a person, stood up and I realized he was an angel. I saw his wings. After
the angel left, I saw a little girl and I think she guided me to another room where I saw
all kind of Christmas trains and cars moving by themselves. At the same time,
Christmas music was playing. The one song that I recognized was "The child of the
drum." While I was looking at all this, God's voice continue repeating in my mind, "Go
and give to the world, all the good that you have to give."
When I woke up, I cried full of happiness for the beautiful gift that God gave me, the
privilege to hear HIS beautiful voice, telling me to do what HE wants me to do. Thank
you My Lord, thank you, I praise you forever and ever, amen!

Nov 21, 2005

Last night I heard in my dreams the following words: "Thank you for giving me the
glory." I want to believe that The Lord talked to me and I am happy and full of gratitude
to HIM, just to believe it.

Nov 10, 2005

Today, I woke up trying to remember the dream I had with my son Hernan the night of
Nov 9. I saw him standing next to my son Emmanuel. He was too busy talking to
somebody. I just gave him a big hug, but he didn't stop his conversation. I thank God
for letting me hug my beloved Hernan.

Oct 15, 2005

Today, I woke up after I had a short dream with my beloved Hernan. He was in front of a
big audience, very nice dressed. As soon as I saw him, I ran to him to hug him, crying. I
embraced him with love, but he didn't do anything. He was very serious. He just looked
at me with his deep and strong look. When I woke up, I still had in my mind, his eyes
looking at me. I didn't know what to think about this dream, but I knew that he was
trying to tell me something.
The answer came today when I had a family problem which I think, I didn't handle right. I
feel that The Lord in HIS infinite mercy and love, allow our loved ones to contact us to
try to help us. It's in our hands to listen or not. Thank you Sweet Lord!

Oct 14, 2005

I don't remember the day, but it was a few days ago when I had a dream with my dear
father. For years I hadn't had a dream with him until now. I remember that he came
walking to me where I was standing. When I saw him, I ran to hug him. He hugged me
too and he stood up between my husband and me. Then, my husband said something
and my father looked at him very serious and did a sign to him with his right hand. He
didn't say a word, but obviously, he was not happy with my husband. With me, my father
was so loving.

Oct 5, 2005

For about two months, I hadn’t had any dream with my precious Hernan and although I
am embarrassed to confess it, the sadness, frustration and depression started to get
to me again. I was feeling so abandoned and I also felt a great silence between God
and me. Yesterday morning, I prayed and I ask The Lord to please forgive me and help
me to be the soul HE wants me to be.

In the afternoon after work, I went home tired and I lie down on my bed for a few
minutes. In just one instant, I felt asleep and I saw my precious Hernan holding in his
hands my face and caressing it with much love. It was just an instant and then I woke
up. When I was well awake, I started crying and thanking The Lord for allowing my
precious Hernan to come and give me his love. This instant brought to me so much
happiness, thank you sweet Lord, I know you never abandon us, please forgive me.

August 28, 2005

Last night, when I was falling asleep, I got a dream with a beautiful and meaningful
message for me and my dear friend Jeanne who also lost her son Steven. The message
was the following:  "They (Steven and Hernancito) will remain by your side."
At that moment, I woke up and when I realized my dream's message, my heart sang full
of happiness and gratitude to My Beautiful and Loving Lord because although we can't
see our beloved sons Hernancito and Steven, they will always be with us, thanks be to
God, amen, alleluia!

August 8, 2005

Last night, in my dreams, I was in a room, busy doing something. In the back, there was
a Knitted curtain along the wide of the room. Suddenly, I heard my beloved son's voice
who said: "Who is there?" When I heard his voice, I turn to see him and I saw when he
opened the curtain and came to this side of the room. I saw his face and his eyes gave
me a look of approval and love. Then I woke up. I don't know if this dream means
something, but it really made me happy because I feel that my precious child is happy
with me and I thank God for it.

August 1, 2005

This morning I saw in my dreams, a very beautiful landscape. This place had many trees
full of white flowers. There was water on some parts of the ground like after having
some rain, but everything looked so beautiful, tranquil and full of peace. I think I
figured I was in Heaven because I asked to see an Angel and I started seeing the trace
of a white angel, in the open space of the trees, whom I couldn't ever see appeared
completely.......This place was really like I imagine Heaven is.

July 31, 2005

This morning I woke up trying to remember the dream that I had. It was a weird dream,
but with a meaningful message. I was talking to somebody that I feel it was a lost soul
when suddenly, this person became just a head on the ground. I was not afraid, I was
telling him so many beautiful things about Jesus, My Lord and Savior that I don't
remember except the following words: "Jesus is the Answer........"

July 29, 2005

Today, I feel happy because although I don't remember my whole dream, I remember
that I was hugging my precious Hernan. Last night, I went to bed talking to my beloved
son and asking him when would it be the day that I would see him again. Well, as soon
as I fell asleep, I saw him and I remember I had my face touching his head and my arms
around him, in a loving embrace. Thank you Lord, thank you Blessed Mother, thank you
my precious son.

June 17, 2005

Today, I saw in my dreams a person, or a spirit, who referring to him and myself said:  
"We are Prophecy and Love." Although I don't know what this dream means, when I
woke up at about 5:40 a.m., my heart had a taste of joy when I recall these words.

June 9, 2005

This morning I woke up at about 5:40 a.m., after I had a dream with my precious son. It
was a dream a little bit weird, but I saw him and I am happy for that reason. This is my
dream: My son was sad and he told me that he was sad because I was not crying as
much for him as I was before. I understand that he was sad because he thinks I am
forgetting about him! Then I told him: No, that is not true and I am going to show you
how much it still hurt me. He said then, "come on, show me..." and I started crying for
him with a lot of pain in my heart. I don't remember well, but I think he was happy to see
that I haven't forgot him. Then I woke up.

Isn't this dream a little weird? People always tell me that our deceased loved ones
don't want us to cry anymore for them, but in my dream, my son was sad that I wasn't
crying as much as at the beginning. The point is that I saw him again after about two
months and that makes me so happy. I feel he is near and I feel his great love for me,
thank God!

June 5, 2005

This morning at about 7:40, I woke up remembering that I saw in my dreams, a person
dressed  like a king in red and gold. This person had his hands together in position of
praying. I know in my heart that this person is JESUS, but I didn't see his face.

June 4, 2005

For a long time, I have felt abandoned because I hadn't had a dream to lift my spirit up.
Everyday when I wake up to a new day and I realize that I didn't get a dream, I feel very
sad, but I also know that The Lord has granted me many dreams and miracles and I
should be grateful and not ask for more.
This morning, I woke up at 7:00 o'clock and I felt sad for not having a dream. I didn't feel
like getting up, so I remained in bed, and while I was trying to go back to sleep, I
started talking to God. I told him, "Lord, why you have me so abandoned?" I know this
is not right and I ask The Lord to forgive me, but at that moment, I was too sad. Well, for
your information, The Lord is a King of Love and HE granted me a beautiful dream as
soon as I fell asleep.

This is my beautiful dream:
I saw the beautiful face of JESUS and I heard HIS voice! He told me more or less the
following: "My beloved child, one of the most precious, I love you!" Then, I woke up!
When I realized how beautiful my dream was, I got up very happy and full of energy to
start a new and blessed day. It was 7:56 a.m.

Thank you My Sweet and Loving Lord, I love you with all my heart.

April 21, 2005

This morning, a little bit before I got up, I heard in my dreams the following: "One of the
Saints will welcome you." I have no idea who said it or to whom it was said. I just know
that many times, I hear in my dreams voices that give me messages.

April 17, 2005

Today, when I woke up, I remembered a dream that I had last night. I don't know what to
think of this dream and I pray that it's nothing bad. In my dream, I just saw a white
casket and inside this casket, there was Jesus! I saw him like sleeping and with a big
brown beard. I know there was something more in my dream, but I can't remember.
Oh Sweet Lord, I ask you to please help me and forgive my sins and weakness, AMEN.

April 10, 2005

Today is my son Emmanuel’s birthday and this morning I woke up very happy because
My Lord granted me a beautiful dream with my son Hernan.

I was sitting down on the left side of my bed with my feet down on the floor. Next to me
I saw my precious Hernan’s legs lying down. His body seemed to be lying toward the
foot of my bed, but for some reason I couldn’t see him, only his legs. He was wearing
white pants. Suddenly, I started crying and while I was rubbing his legs over his pants, I
told him: “I need you Hernancito.” For some reason, I didn’t turn to see his face, but his
left arm was grabbing my left shoulder with love like trying to give me comfort while he
was getting ready to hold me close with his two arms. Then, he told me: “I am here with
you,” and I woke up.

Isn’t this a beautiful dream? Many times I have asked my son to never leave me and
yesterday, like many other times, I asked him at his sepulcher, to never forget me and
to always love me.

I am so grateful to My Lord for allowing my precious son to visit me in my dreams and to
make me feel his great love and loving presence. Today at Mass, I felt so close to My
Lord and full of gratitude for granting me the miracles of having my son’s love and
presence in my dreams. Thank you Sweet Lord, thank you Blessed Mother.

April 7, 2005

On April 5th, I was in a bus traveling from Acapulco to Mexico City. My mom and I were
praying the rosary, but I was very tired, so for an instant, I fell asleep. In that moment, I
saw in my dreams, a nun kneeling and praying. She was in front of a space that looked
like a big open window. Through this window, I could see in the other side something
like a beautiful garden. The nun was inside, to the right of this window and I was
standing in the back of the nun. Outside to the left, there was JESUS walking toward
this window or door. I saw his brown hair and his beautiful face. His eyes seemed like
looking at me. I could even see in his face, a small smile. Then, my mom woke me up to
continue praying the rosary. This dream was only an instant, but it made my heart sing
of joy for the privilege to see the beautiful face of My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!

March 24, 2005

The night of March 10, 2004, when I just fell asleep, I saw in my dreams, the right
broadside of a male person with an open wound. Then, I woke up. This made me think
of the wound that a soldier did to Our Lord Jesus in his right side when he was hanging
on the cross. I imagine the wound that I saw in my dreams looks like Jesus’ wound. I
think that, for some reason, My Lord wanted to show me HIS wound.

Now, after a year of that dream, I think Jesus showed me HIS wound to make me feel  
HIS great love and to bring me comfort to my suffering. I love you Jesus with all my
heart, thank YOU My Lord and Savior, AMEN.

March 23, 2005

This is a dream that I had on Feb 3, 2004, that I didn't want to share until I got somebody
to draw a picture of the scene that I got. Unfortunately I haven't found a person who
knows how to draw or who can duplicate the heavenly image that I have in my mind.

The morning of Feb 3, 2004, I woke up very happy because I had a very beautiful dream
full of Divine Love. My dream goes more or less like this:
I was with my sister and daughter in a big place with roof. It was the kind of places to
make parties. It was a rustic place, no walls and only with wood pillars. There were
other people that I didn’t know. After being there for a little while, I decided to go
outside to admire the beautiful blue sky. When I was looking at the sky, I saw something
that sweetly impressed me and filled my heart of love and gratitude for God who
allowed me to see what I saw. I will try to express what I saw with words, but that image
is in my mind and it was so beautiful that I don’t think I will be able to express it with my
limited words.

I saw a stunning angel with big white wings. He was a little bent because on his back,
he was carrying a beautiful child with no clothes, except a white small trouser. The
baby was resting very peacefully on the angel’s back with a beautiful and sweet smile
in his lovable face. His small arm was resting lose to the right side of the angel who
was carrying him. The baby’s left cheek was resting on the back of the angel and it
seemed like he was looking toward me. All his small body was resting to the length of
this stunning white angel. A little bit in the back of this beautiful vision, there was
another beautiful angel with his clothes all white and his wings shinning so great that
looked platinum. I could even see the beauty of his great wings. This angel was looking
at the baby resting on the back of the other angel in a position of guarding him.  It was
a very beautiful and strong scene.

When I saw this beautiful scene, I remained in shock and my sister who had followed
me, asked me what was happening. I only pointed at the sky with my right hand and I
started crying full of a great emotion for the wonderful scene that I just had seen. Then,
I woke up and my heart was beautifully touched and full of love and gratitude to my
Adored God who gave me this precious miracle. Nobody told me the baby was Jesus,
but as soon as I woke up, I felt in my heart that the baby was Jesus.

To add a little bit more to this so beautiful dream, after I saw Baby Jesus and the
angels, I saw more heavenly images passing by the clouds of the sky. I think I also saw
Our Blessed Mother Mary of Guadalupe.

I praise you Lord, thank you for this so wonderful vision you granted me, AMEN.

March 18, 2005

Last night, I received a message in my dreams. I remember that Jesus, referring to my
beloved son, told me: "I have him" and then I woke up. These three words that My Lord
said to me, made me happy. I never had any doubt that my son was with HIM, but to
hear My Lord saying it to me, gave me peace and joy. Thank you My Sweet Lord, I love
you so much!

March 17, 2005

Last night I had a curious dream. Like most of the time, I don’t remember everything,
but I will share with you, what I remember. In my dream, I was a little frustrated because
for some reason I got late for church and I was not going to be able to receive
Communion. Then, somebody that I think it was my beloved son, took me to receive the
Holy Communion. When I had the Precious Body of Christ in my hand, I looked at it to
find out that it was different. It wasn’t white like it normally is. It had a nice pastel blue
color and there were some words written with a darker color. I don’t know what these
words said because they look like in a different language, but all I can say it’s that it
was beautiful! After I saw it for a moment, I ate it and I blessed myself with the symbol of
the cross. Then, I started walking with a beautiful sensation of sanctity. This dream left
me a very beautiful feeling. Thank you My Sweet Lord, thank you My Blessed Mother,
thank you my beloved son.

March 8, 2005

On March 5th, I had a dream with my beloved Hernancito. I don't remember the whole
dream, but it left my heart full of love and joy. What I remember is that I saw him and
being very careful and tenderly, I put my arms around him. Then, I told him in a soft
voice, "I love you with all my heart." When he heard me saying it, he started joking with
me trying to repeat what I just said and making funny faces. That is the way my son was
when he was alive. He brought so much happiness to my life. He was always joking to
make me laugh. I miss him so much! I thank God for allowing me to receive his jokes in
my dreams to easy my immense pain for his absence.

Feb 21, 2005

A few days ago, I had a dream that left me thinking if this dream had a especial
meaning. I saw three beautiful trees of stunning yellow flowers. I remember that two of
the yellow flowers trees were mine and the other one, I think it was my mom's. One of
my trees was not fully bloomed yet, but the other two were beautifully open. Last night,
I was remembering this dream while I was falling asleep and suddenly I saw the same
yellow flowers trees and two angels flying down, and holding yellow flowers bouquets
in their hands. I saw their white wings and it looked like they were bringing these
flowers to me. I don't know if it was a dream, or a vision, I only know that I saw them.

Feb 20, 2005

This is not a dream, it's just a comment. I am sorry to say that I know now why my
beloved son was very serious in my Feb 19 dream. I had big personal problems
yesterday (Feb 19) at night and I failed God, My Blessed Virgin Mary and my son
because I didn't handle my personal problems the way THEY would want me to. I am so
sorry. Lord, Blessed Mother, my child, please forgive me and help me to be the soul
you want me to be.

Feb 19, 2005

This morning I had a dream with my beautiful child, but I don't know what to think of it. I
saw him dressing all in white, like a tunic. He was like in a second floor balcony and
doing something. He looked very busy. When I saw him, I asked him to bring something
for me that I don't remember. He just looked at me serious and left everything to do
what I asked him to do. Then, he came down and gave somebody else what I asked him
for. I pray he is not mad with me for something. I saw him anyway, dressed like an angel
and that makes me happy.

Feb 10, 2005

Last night I had a dream that made my heart hurt.
I was with somebody else, I think my beloved son or maybe an angel, in a place that I
really don't remember. I saw my loved ones suffering for something, I felt they were
needing my help and I wanted to go and help them. The person or spirit that was with
me, told me: "No, you can't go anymore, you are gone." At that moment, my heart felt
pain for not being able to help my loved ones with their suffering.

I feel that my dream was a little taste of what it will happen when I die. I won't be able to
come back physically anymore to be with my loved ones and thinking of that, pierced
my heart. Since my beloved son left, my desire to go with him has been very strong, but
last night, The Lord made me understand that I need to enjoy my loved ones here,
before HE calls me to HIS Heavenly Home.

Feb 3, 2005

Last night, during a beautiful prayer and meditation with some other people, it came to
my mind a beautiful dream that I had a long time ago, when I was a young girl. I feel that
The Lord wants me to share it here and although I usually share the dreams that The
Lord has been granting me after I lost my precious child, this dream left great and
loving footprints in my heart and like I said before, I feel that The Lord wants me to
share it.

This is my dream: I was at the foot of a high hill, and there was like a river at the foot of
this mountain. There were many people in this side of the river and in the other side
too. At the top of the mountain, there was JESUS wearing a white tunic and extending
his arms toward me in a sign of calling me. He was so beautiful and magnificent. When I
saw HIM calling me with his arms, I tried to go to HIS call, but the river didn’t allow me
and My Loving Jesus open the waters for me to cross them to go to HIM. It was such a
beautiful feeling to see how the waters open for me to go to My Lord, JESUS.

This dream has been in my heart and in my memory for many years and I never forgot it
because it caused me a big impact and a great feeling of Jesus’ immense love.

Jan 25, 2005

The Lord is absolutely AWESOME!  Even now, after 29 months since my beloved son
left, The Lord allows him to continue giving me his love, thank you My Sweet Lord,
thank you My Blessed Mother.

This is my story: This week, I have been very sad because the 28th of January, I will be
53 years old and my son won’t be here to give me a hug for my birthday. Last night, I put
three of my son’s songs to listen while I was getting ready to go to bed. Of course, I
started crying when I heard his beautiful voice so after I finished listening to these
three songs, I decided to put some religious music that my daughter gave me after I
lost my son. One of them is “How Beautiful” which is the song that my daughter sang at
my son’s funeral. Every time I hear this song, I recall his funeral and when my daughter
sings it at church, I just can’t stop crying. Sometimes I put music to sleep and last night,
I left these four religious songs playing the whole night. Before I went to bed, I was
crying and I started praying. I asked The Lord to please allow me to see my precious
child again. At about 3:00 a.m., I woke up, the music was still playing and I had a hard
time trying to go back to sleep. After some time, I finally fell asleep again. In between
that period of time, at about 4:45, I had a dream. I saw my precious son giving
something to somebody, I think to my husband who was standing next to me. My son’s
arm was in front of me and I quickly grabbed him of his arm. I saw his face smiling like I
always see him, and he suddenly gave me a big and loving hug. We were hugging for a
long time and I felt his warm, but strong embrace around me for the longest time that
filled my heart with his love. My head was lying on his shoulder and his head was lying
on my head. I don’t know how long we were holding each other close to our hearts, but
when I was waking up, I was still feeling his loving embrace. I felt his hug so real that
when I woke up and I comprehended my painful reality, I started crying for his absence.
To my surprise, the song that my computer was playing at that time, it was “How
Beautiful!” This is not a coincidence, it’s another MIRACLE OF LOVE. To make this story
more amazing, when I was waking up and I was still feeling my son’s loving embrace,
with my eyes close, I saw a beautiful white dove flying up. I even told this beautiful
white dove to please don’t leave me. Then, I started thanking God, My Blessed Mother
and my son for this beautiful dream.

I am amazed of the beautiful and loving gifts that The Lord granted me this morning and
now, while I am sitting in front of my computer, writing this loving story, I realize that
the beautiful white dove flying up, it was my beloved son’s spirit who was leaving after
bringing me his precious love in a loving embrace like the most valued present for my
birthday. God Bless You my precious son, I love you with all my heart!

How Great My Lord is! I prayed to HIM last night, to allow me to see my child again and
HE didn't just let me see him, but he allowed me to receive my child's great love in a big
and loving hug as a birthday gift. HE also allowed me to see my son's spirit flying back
to HIM after he filled my heart with his love. The Lord is always there, waiting for us and
HE answers our prayers in many different ways. We just need to see with our hearts. To
My Lord and My Blessed Mother, my adoration forever and ever, AMEN.

Jan 19, 2005

Although I don't remember almost anything of my dream last night, I want to share with
you that I saw my beloved son. He was serious talking to me about something
important. I am going through some tribulations and I believe that the talk we had last
night with my precious son was about that. I believe in my heart that God allows him to
come to me to bring me comfort. Thank you My Sweet Lord!

Jan 17, 2005

Last Night, Jan 16, 2004, at about 11:00 pm, I had a dream and I would like to share it
with you. I saw some tall and green hills. In the middle way to the top of the hills, there
was a beautiful town. Everything looked very green with flowers, and full of peace.
There was a gate around the town with big doors. I don’t recall well, but I think these
doors were opening.  I hope they were opening for me because I knew somehow that
this place was HEAVEN!

I thank God because I feel HE gave me a little taste of the place where I will live
someday with my precious son, My Lord and My Blessed Mother; God's peacefully
HEAVEN.

Jan 4, 2005

The following, it’s a dream that I had on September 3rd of 2003. The prior night, as most
of my nights, I had been crying for my son’s absence. It was about 1:00 am, when I
heard in my mind while I was sleeping, the following words: “Holy Spirit give comfort to
my mom.” I believe in my heart that my precious Hernan is praying for me and those
words are his prayer for me. I thank God for allowing me to hear them.

Dec 18, 2004

The following is a short dream that I had a long time ago. I had this dream the 22 or 23
of November of 2002. That night, I heard a soft voice that referring to Victoria, my son’s
daughter, told me:  “She inherited the beauty of your soul.” This dream gave me a lot of
comfort because I feel in my heart that maybe an angel or a heavenly being told me
these words. Although I don’t deserve them, I feel very privileged to have received
such a beautiful and comforting dream.

Dec 13, 2004

This morning at about 5:40 a.m., I was trying to get up, but I started falling asleep again,
when I saw a mirror and like a hand putting something on that mirror and a voice telling
me something like this: “I will put this…….so you know it’s God.” I don’t know what this
dream means, but I am a little concern that My Lord is trying to make me understand
things that I don’t understand and that I may be doing wrong? Dear Lord, please
forgive me if I am disappointing you, I love you with all my heart and I only want to do
your will. Please help me to do your will and to show your presence in everything I do. I
beg you My Lord to give me more faith, more love, more trust in you, AMEN.

Dec 11, 2004

It was 12:42 a.m. when I woke up and looked at my son’s clock after having a dream with
him. It was a quick dream, but it left me with a good taste in my heart. In my dream, I just
saw my precious child who looking at me, told me: “I did a card for you,” then he
showed me a long card and I woke up. I feel in my heart that I am going to receive a
card from him. I am praying to The Lord to give me wisdom to know immediately when I
receive it that is coming from my son.

Dec 5, 2004

I had a dream last night with my son. I was somehow, asking him why he left and if he
wanted this to happen. He just said, looking at his now 5 year old son Nathaniel, who
was kneeling in a praying position, "Do you think I wanted to leave this beautiful
child?" When I woke up, I immediately remembered the song that my beloved son
wrote and which he named "Beautiful Child." This song is a beautiful song that some
day I will share with you.

Nov 27, 2004

Last night My Loving Lord granted me a beautiful dream with my beloved son. I didn't
wake up after my dream, so I don't remember almost anything. I just remember that I
held my beloved son's face in my hands and I kissed him many times. What impressed
me the most, it's that when I kissed his face, I felt his warm, soft and moist skin. It was
so real! I greatly believe it was not a dream, my heart tells me that it was my son who
materialized as a wonderful gift from God. Thank you My Sweet Lord, thank you so
much. I love you My God with all my heart.

Nov 21, 2004

Today I am happy and very thankful to my Loving Lord. This morning at about 2:35 a.m. I
woke up after having a dream with my precious son. I don't remember the whole dream,
but I just remember that my precious son was in front of me, smiling. Then, I gave him a
big hug and told him "Blessed be My Lord for having you here." When we were
hugging, I felt in my heart my son's great love that gave me peace, happiness, and
made me feel that he is still with me. Last night, like many other nights, I prayed to My
Lord and asked HIM to please let me see my son again, to hug him and to feel his love.
And that is exactly what The Lord granted me. Thank you My Sweet Lord, I love you with
all my heart.

Nov 11, 2004

This morning I saw The Blessed Mother Mary in a dream that lasted just an instant. It
was too fast so I don't have many details, but I know she was wearing a blue long dress
and she was holding something in her hands. She also had her head covered with
something like a veil. She was not too near so I didn't see her face close, but she
looked so beautiful from the distance where I was standing and it looked like she was
looking toward me. I don't think I have ever seen an image of her like the one in my
dreams. Thank you My Lord for allowing me to see Your Blessed Mother, thank you My
Blessed Mother for allowing me to see you.

Nov 7, 2004

I haven't had a dream lately, so i would like to share one that I had on the morning of
Feb 2nd of 2004. That morning, I woke up after I had a dream or a celestial vision. I just
remember that the place where I was, it was full of a beautiful bright light and the name
of My Blessed Virgin Mary repeating in my mind.

On March 20 of 2004 I had a beautiful dream that gave me happiness and peace. I was
standing up in front of a male person and in the back of him; there was a beautiful,
bright light that illuminated the whole place. I was curious to see what the light was, so
I tried to look and he stood up in front of me, keeping me away from seeing what the
light was. Then, he started talking about The Blessed Virgin Mary. He told me many
things that I can’t remember, but the only words I remember are the following: “The
Blessed Virgin Mary has taken you under her protection.” Then, I woke up with my
heart full of happiness and peace.

I feel that my dream of Feb 2nd, it was like an annunciation of my dream of March 20th.
Both dreams gave me so much happiness and made me feel the immense love that The
Lord and The Blessed Virgin Mary have for us. Their love is what is keeping me going
after losing my precious child. Thank you Lord, Thank you Blessed Virgin Mary, I love
you so much, AMEN.

Nov 6, 2004

Last night, I had a dream that I can't really remember. I am not clear of the words that I
received, but I think that my beloved son told me that "He is smiling......" the same way
the song "Silent Lucidity" says.