Oct 23, 2004
The Lord is my refuge, he has been holding me since I lost my precious
son, unfortunately, my human nature makes me fail and I fall in depression
often. I ask The Lord to please forgive me for this and to give me more
faith to let my spirit be guided by The Lord and not by my human nature.
This time I want to share a quick message that I got during my sleep. When
this happens, I can't explain what I saw or what I heard, it's just like a
message that comes to my mind. The message is that my beloved son left
something for me before he left. This is not the first time that I have
received this message and I am starting to wander why. I received this
dream or message the night of Oct 20.
Oct 18, 2004
Every morning when I wake up and I feel this horrible pain cutting my heart
for the absence of my child, I pray to The Lord and I ask HIM to send me
some comfort. The Lord hasn't left me a single moment, he has been my
refuge and when I feel that I can't keep going, HE sends me a miracle full
of HIS love. On April 23 of 2004, The Lord allowed my beloved son to talk
to me in my dreams and give me hope. My son and I were in a small room.
There was a round table and on top of the table there was a paper bag with
the number 2002 with big numbers. We were talking about common things,
but suddenly, I started crying full of pain because I knew he was leaving.
My son came to me, held my hand in his hands and told me: "This is not a
good bye, we will see each other again in the next life." I didn't stop crying
and then he tried to comfort me and told me: "It's okay" and he gave me a
big hug full of his love. I hug him back with all my love too and I told him:
"Mijito, please, don't leave me" and then I woke up. When I woke up, I
realized that my dreams don't come alone, The Lord sends me peace, joy
and love with them because after I have my dreams, for days I feel the
peace and happiness that went away with my son. Thank you My Sweet
Lord!
Oct 17, 2004
After losing my precious child, the very first dream that I remember was a
few days after we buried him. The night before my dream, I was too
devastated, crying out loud, and asking why I had lost my precious child.
Then, I fell asleep. In my dream, I saw a tall male in front of me. I was
kneeling down with my head down. This man, who I believe was an angel,
told me the following: "The love of a mother nobody can take it away,
neither the love of her son."
This dream made me understand that even though I can't have my child's
physical presence anymore, my precious child and I have a very strong
bond that nobody can break.....nobody can take that away from us. Thank
you My Sweet Lord!
Oct 14, 2004
I am so happy today. My Blessed Jesus granted me a dream with my
beloved son and I would like to share it. My dream goes like this:
I was sitting down working in my computer at work like I do everyday, in
the office, My precious son was sitting down on a chair behind me. He was
silent just looking at what I was doing like giving me company or waiting
for me. Suddenly, I stopped what I was doing and I said, “Okay, I am done,
let’s go.” My beloved son stood up and followed me while I was leaving
the office. The whole time in this dream, my son was behind me, quiet, like
a silent angel.
This dream brought me happiness and peace because I realized that even
though I can’s see him, my precious son is still with me, taking care of me,
giving me company, protecting me and I praise The Lord for these
heavenly messages that HE gives me to help me to keep going and to help
me to understand the immense love that God has for all of us. Thank you
Sweet Lord, thank you Blessed Virgin Mary, I love you so very much, AMEN.
On Oct 3rd of 2002, I woke up remembering the words that I had in my
dreams: "And I saw my son when he died." This made think immediately
in my Blessed Mother Mary. I am wandering if it was her, who said them to
me. I believe that she is trying to give me some comfort.